I've just thought something.
I'm not an "in the moment" type of person at all. Pretty much my fave thing is to think about other moments than the present, or other universes than the present.
I've got a feeling this isn't bad. It's bad to never see the good of the present because it was either better before or will be better after. Thinking about it is ok though, as long as one can still enjoy a good book, a sunny day, or a funny joke.
I want to go hiking! Arg! I'm stuck in Guelph, but I want to go to the cool places on the Niagara Escarpment my dad took us to and just scamper around in the forest for a while. It would help me relax and clear my mind. It's a lovely day here, and I'm going to be inside studying through it.
I keep on yawning and it really hurts cuz I stabbed myself in the back of the throat with a straw.
Maybe eating peanut butter will help. Yum!
Oh, and I realized I'm very close to being a crazy person. When I'm by myself studying, I talk and hum to keep myself focused. Yesterday I almost started talking to leaves. I need medication or more human contact...
Sometimes I think it would be nice to talk to a therapist. I don't think I have any problems really, but you can tell them all the weird stuff that goes on in your head and they'll simply nod and murmur affirmation. I think that would be nice.
Reincarnation would be nice if you could remember your past lives. That way, by like your 10th life you could be a lawyer, a doctor, a musician, a vet, a pilot, etc. You could be a bum in your first life then, and it wouldn't be a problem. As long as you're a bum that does nice stuff for other people, because if you're not nice you'll return as a gnat or something.
No, I didn't mean to write about Sesame Street. Why?