I really haven't got anything to write, but I said I'd blog.
We had a group study session this eve.
Life is awkward when someone who doesn't like you is in your space. It's my space. At least make a pretense.
Also, I don't understand people who just don't show up for stuff. I'm compulsively early. If I don't show for something I feel absolutely terrible!
I smell popcorn.
I've been sick every evening for the past week or so. When it's not a headache, it's a tummyache, or it's both.
I don't mean to complain really, I just hurt a lot.
It snowed. I want the sunshine back :(
Or at least the rain.
I have nothing really more to say.
My biology exam is tomorrow and I feel somewhat prepared. Now I just need to stop the implosions of my tummy and head.
I have something else on my mind, but I can't write about it right now. I wish I could, cuz it's bothering me, but circumstances are not right.
What I will ask, though, is why I want so much for people to like me? I thought for a long time that it didn't matter, but now that I'm out of my little bubble of having friends, I find myself controlling what I say so that whoever I'm talking to won't find me too weird or annoying or whatever. It's a little unnerving, cuz I hoped that I would be able to just be myself and never mind the people around me. It's a bit of a blow to my self image, you know.
I have other stuff on my mind. Not like exams. Like other big stuff that may affect much more of my life and mind than these people and marks and experiences.